Jan. 5th, 2025 06:58 pm
-drags ourselves back out of the Hole-
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monsterqueersThe holiday hellzone is now past and we have access to desktop again. Whew!
Really dislike this time of year- not just for the dark and cold that happens- but for all the drama and holiday stress. The holidays always feel like something to be performed for others and not something we truly enjoy overmuch- its never anything *we* want to do, always whats expected because otherwise it will upset people we are dependent on for survival but do not overly like on account of The Horrors. Then its interspersed with all the bad decisions and mindfuck drama that always happens around all these people.
Its even worse because of the impending Political Situation returning to the whitehouse. We worry about how this will set back our Get The Fuck Out and transition plan. What kind of shit that this administration will enact that will make it harder for us to survive on our own- much less get hrt and other things like we want to.
Weve been doing a lot of reading to stave off the despair with a firm dose of escapism, but jeez. This time of year has very few upsides.
Now that its over though and things are getting brighter, we can focus on stuff we like to do; like creating things. Also things we need to do to help make life run.
Really dislike this time of year- not just for the dark and cold that happens- but for all the drama and holiday stress. The holidays always feel like something to be performed for others and not something we truly enjoy overmuch- its never anything *we* want to do, always whats expected because otherwise it will upset people we are dependent on for survival but do not overly like on account of The Horrors. Then its interspersed with all the bad decisions and mindfuck drama that always happens around all these people.
Its even worse because of the impending Political Situation returning to the whitehouse. We worry about how this will set back our Get The Fuck Out and transition plan. What kind of shit that this administration will enact that will make it harder for us to survive on our own- much less get hrt and other things like we want to.
Weve been doing a lot of reading to stave off the despair with a firm dose of escapism, but jeez. This time of year has very few upsides.
Now that its over though and things are getting brighter, we can focus on stuff we like to do; like creating things. Also things we need to do to help make life run.
